My situation is complicated. I'm more horny than i have ever been, even though on one hand and I am committed to accepting that it may never again be what I am hoping for now. So I hope to make some friends who might stimulate me, or allow me to stimulate them. Maybe an erotic massage, or a sincere flirtation. But I am not looking to fall in love or change my life. I know . . . But just thought I would put it out there and see if anything positive might come of it. (So to speak). My best to all of you.