I am in transition moving into a new phase in my life--from a highly structured successful corporate career and lifestyle to exploring the world and experiencing new life-adventures. I am pushing my social norms, it alters my thoughts but it fulfills a yearning to explore my sexual appetite. I even find sine parts repulsive and distasteful, sometimes even senseless and my perceptions become desensitized to the shock of the abnormal. Yet the passions of my sexual desires and the interactions with a few new friends are quite enjoyable and refreshing. After almost four years of exploring my sexuality, the covid disaster and my transitional experiences I can honestly say I would enjoy meeting, in the "real world", most new people just to express and share in our sexual journey in person. Maybe even becoming better friends and perhaps, the next step is to become intimate with one or two.

My new world of sexual experience reminds of a story about two male buffalos, an old bull and a young bull. They are grazing in a pasture and they cross the top of the ridge. In the valley below there is a herded of young female buffalo! The young bull says to the old bull with excitement, let’s run down there and fuck one of those females! The old bull says to the young bull, let’s walk down there and fuck them all!